January 2010
i could →
i am a little sad and a little confused and a little resentful and a little happy and a little hungry and i guess i am content. i am home with my sister and i think i should be starting off this decade with friends, out and smiling in the streets of my beautiful city but instead i am here, and “here” is where i will always be. and tomorrow i wake up in a new day, in a new year, and it...
ball drops
colinh:
sealegslexi:
he he he
Justin Beiber?
i just died
December 2009
i should NOT have given you a reason to stay, if you can’t find the reason on your own, then i guess i was not enough, i am never, ever, ever, enough.
onlinejournals:
You wrapped me right up in that knitted scarf I got for Christmas. You wound it around our necks and we spun, turning closer and closer towards one another. I kept shooting you glances and you kept giving them back and touching my back and the back of my hand. It wasn’t even awkward that the heavy nervousness was gone. It was like my body was learning to live with you.
13926.) I don't believe 80% of the secrets that...
(via blogsecret)
I want a trip inside your head, spend the day there, hear the things you haven’t...
– (via brandydarling) (via ghostgrl) (via doctorplease)
u2
i listen to this song all the time
i don't even know what to say
davidurbanke:
other than I’M GETTING A SPREAD + INTERVIEW IN ZINK MAGAZINE FOR THE APRIL ISSUE, AND NINA MY USUAL MODEL (and good friend :D) IS GOING TO BE MY MODEL. THEY’RE GOING TO PROVIDE ME WITH A FULL TEAM AND EVERYTHING!
this is my big break guys :D i can’t believe it. i’m so excited.
i wish i could like this a hundred times.
=]
maybe i would have been something you'd be good...
(via lostocean)
i love going through peoples 365s and seeing how much they grow, physically as a person and artistically as a photographer. its quite amazing.
we are ignoring each other
okay
onlinejournals:
I’m playing in the world and it’s going however it’s going. I’m feeling it out. What I’m learning is that every person is just as beautiful and absolutely fucking crazy as everyone else.
We’re all losing our minds and picking up the pieces at the same time. Girls and boys with their id hidden, unzip your hoodies and understand. You’ve got to love as much as you hate.
dream conversation #5
me: stop
sarah jessica parker: ok
i am being such a megabitch to my friend
i can’t even help it
it’s just happening! i think he might freak out on me.
i have cried
way too much
over you
its not worth it
i hate it
i need to stop
this is crazy
and the craziest part? i think you actually might be worth every fucking tear.
13865.) Why must you be so fucking beautiful,...
(via blogsecret)
today
you called today
i wish you hadn’t
i cried in midtown
i got my first kiss on harry potters birthday…epic success in my opinion.
so its been a few days maybe a week i can’t remember but it feels like forever i imagine him suspended and alive spinning a life that i’ll never see. i miss him but i’m breathing (this was how it was before i knew who he was) and living and laughing and for a few seconds everyday, forgetting. and then i remember and my whole view changes.
my poetry is in pushing you away
your making me the one you regret not being with talking to growing with falling in love with i hate you for it
buffalo soldier
anddwebreathe:
i dont even know who this is.
we have five cds on random in our sterio.
bob marley
Well, I hate who you've become. I don't know you...
borninthecold:
(via turnandtell)
We used to be close and you loved me but you were...
sealegslexi:
You made me a mix cd and named it “cold feeet”, with that many e’s, and I finally realize what you meant
doctorplease:
i go to a non denominational too :) they just make the most sense to me. it’s how heaven will be anyway.
i love this.
me too